Well it's been a really fucked up for the last 12 hrs or so of my life. My brother that was 2 yrs older than me had a heartattack and passed on last night and there was nothing I could do to bring him back. So for now I'm moving on with things and I don't know when or if i'll ever be on again or yet jam my guitar because I lost my brother, my best friend and my keyboard player, I can I say it fuck'n blows ass. Until I feel the warmth of the sunshine warm me from the inside I don't think i'll ever be the same....thanks for letting me vent guys even though it's just type I guess it makes me feel better. Gimp....thanks bro first time I even had a smile thought in my head with your post.